…when I realize that I should post something on this blog or risk it going into oblivion (or is it too late for that already?).
I’m coming out of a sort of apathetic hump (probably part of the no posting problem) where I found myself kind of milling around and getting through one activity and on to the next with as little energy as possible. Impetus had become a long lost friend that I kept saying I’d write to, but then always “forgot.”
I could claim that it’s because I’ve got a lot going on and too many important things to accomplish.
I could claim that I just need something new, whether that be a new wallpaper for my computer or a new study spot.
I could even claim that…
Nope. Got nothin’ else…
The main reason for my lack of blogging/impetus/drive to do cool things has just been laziness. As much as it stinks to admit it, I can be a really lazy person a lot of the time and that kind of kills everything.
There’s this guy that I happen to be married to who often says “Creativity begets creativity.”
(I think he might have stolen that from somewhere else, I’m not really sure…)
I think this applies to a lot of things in life. Writing begets writing. Working out begets working out (or lying on the floor in an exhausted heap). Studying Japanese begets studying Japanese.
So now I’m back at the same point I was at the beginning of the year, just needing to take those first steps.
There’s a great blogger, Stephen Guise, who writes about strategies for focusing, staying motivated, being confident, general self help topics. One of the things I think he nails is a concept he calls “Mini-Habits.” It’s the idea that one small step each day is way bigger than a grand gesture every couple of weeks.
Again, just like January, right?
But the thing about being human is that, while we often mess up and fail ourselves and others and completely bomb on reaching expectations, we are really good at second chances. And third. And fourth.
So the big question now is, do I get discouraged with myself and just give up on everything completely (cause that would be an awful way to live…)?
I THINK NOT.
Now is the time to pick things up, figure out what didn’t work last time, and try again.
So here are some of my new strategies-
- Plan out my week every Sunday and figure out where there’s free time. Then see which things I want to fit in to those times (Don’t forget to relax! Not cruise around Facebook relax, I mean really relax.).
- Still keep it flex, because I am not controlled by my time. I control my time and what I do with it.
- Actually write down the things I really want to do so I don’t get stuck doing things I just kind of want to do at that moment.
- Another quote I love: “Don’t get so busy making a living that you forget to make a life.” -Dolly Parton
Okay that’s it for now. I feel like making too many rules kind of defeats the purpose of keeping it flex.
That’s all for the reflection bit!
I have officially started online classes at DTS. I’m taking Introduction to Theology and I can already feel my study jitters coming back. Don’t worry, it’s a good thing. It’s the “I’m so excited about studying things that my brain won’t stop” feeling. My vocabulary is improving (note the above usage of “impetus”) and I’m really enjoying putting thoughts together in different ways and learning about a subject that I kind of sort of knew about but not really.
We are currently working on another album that I am super excited about. Adam’s actually doing most of the work, but I’m adding my two cents in when I can. Sign up for our newsletter at http://www.thelastcityformiles.com/ for exclusive downloads and updates!
I officially start teaching again on MONDAY but I have all my lessons completely planned out minus a few worksheets and the fun class that is actually really interesting to plan and fuels my creativity. This semester also has a lot more national holidays built in which means a little more breathing room.
If you’ve made it this far, here’s a cool video that was made using footage I took in Hiroshima during the Peace Celebration in August. The ladies who put it together did a fantastic job!
I read this article right after I wrote this and cleaned off my whole desk after reading it.